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when did i change..
that is a question i have been asking myself today...
was it when i saw my first naked breast or was it when i saw a naked dude in front of me for the first time...
when did i change i kept asking... was it when i drove my first byci or drank my first wine?
when i smoked my first cigarette or first anything...

i keep thinking and i keep getting older !
life doesn't get easier you just have more pain to bear... more happiness to feel ... more things to experience... LOVE is one of those feelings... *yeah right*(^&^%%$%$%*Love!)
its is a four letter word that can mean so little and so much at the same time but we sometimes take it for granted, you see we human beings have something we call feelings and experiences... these two have a lot in common but really they are very alike... once you feel or experience something for the first time it will never ever be the same... u will always remember ur first everything, first heartbreak, first time... but the feelings will never be the same.. i am at a crossroad right now... do i turn left, right, or do i just keep going straight.. ?






-Marlyn-