I’m sorry for sounding last month a bit cynical.
I’m a little ungrateful of the things that are happening in my life.
It always seem like nothing good stays permanently,
and all the other bad things keep on happening or stays the same (making upset and counting)
It’s like you actually feel or at least think that you know you’ve finally found something or someone that makes you happy, then it disappears quickly. Yes, quickly. Leaving you blank. Alone. Sad. (did i say this!? danmit)
Like you’ve never expected for it to be gone in just one swoosh. And then when you’re faced with a bitch of a situation and you wish for it to all go away, it doesn’t. It stays with you for a long time, for a lifetime even. It’s just not fair and it’s very disappointing. Haaaaaay. :(
I just don’t know what to expect and do anymore. I need some guidance or a psicologiest (by my ages)-
HAHA :)) :((((